Actions of a broken heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round and deep inside, my tears I'll drown. I'm losing grip, what's
happening? I stray from love, this is how I feel. This time was different felt like I was just a victim, and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life.

With each scar there's a map that tells a story. What a souvenir of Young love's like jumping out
an airplane, riding a tidal wave on an ocean of emotion, my heart rips me wide open.
I remember when my heart broke. I remember when I gave up loving you. My heart couldn't take no more of you. I was sad and lonely.

Why'd I play the fool? Go through ups and downs knowing all the time you wouldn't be around.

But maybe I like the stress 'cos I was young and restless.

I was so stupid to think that maybe for just one second you actually cared.

Driving me crazy, I can't take it no more.

How did I get here with you, I'll never know? I never meant to let it get so, personal. After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you I'm broken hearted. I can't let you know and I won't let it show, you won't see me cry.

I'm just going to smile like nothing’s wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me.

& it’s funny how the people who said I’ll never hurt you are the ones who hurt you the worst.

And we both know, you're wrong. There's nothing you can do, to ever undo what you've done to me.

I'm ill with the thought of your kiss; coffee laced intoxicating on her lips.

Was it really worth it? Was she everything that you were looking for? Feel like a man?

But you’re not a man, you’re just a mannequin.

Cause if you only knew what I felt for you, you would have held on tighter, fought a little harder, been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love.

Feeling guilty for what you did? If you think you're hurting, you ain't seen nothing yet.

You see you can't just play with people's feelings, tell them you love them and don't mean it. You'll probably say that it was juvenile, but I think that I deserve to smile.

It didn't mend my broken heart and I'll probably always have these ugly scars, but right now I don't care about that part. I bust the windows out your car, after I saw you laying next to her. I didn't wanna but I took my turn. I'm glad I did it cause you had to learn.

You should feel lucky that that's all I did after five whole years of this bullshit, gave you all of me and you played with it.

You broke my heart, so I broke your car.

Cause I didn't deserve all the games you played, now you coming back this way.

Trying to apologize you're so ugly when you cry, please, just cut it out. Don't tell me you're sorry
cause you're not. Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught.

I hope you know that you can't come back. You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight, my face is gonna haunt you all the time. I promise that you gon' want me back when your world falls apart like shattered glass.